| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 04/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 04/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 495 since 09/08/2009 |
| Creator |
When i found out you were coming i was so excited and nervous and so happy. For the first three
months mummy felt very poorly and only felt less ill when i was full up so i ate alot, esp jacket
potatoes you really gave me an appetite, also i think i had at least 2 packets of polos a day as
that helped mummys tummy. By 14 weeks the nausea had passed and was feeling good again trouble was
always wondered if you were still in there.
Around 17 weeks i first felt you kick it was fantastic knowing you were there and it was mine and
yours special moments as noone else could feel you yet. When we went for your 20 wk scan we had
decided to leave your sex to a suprise, Daddy really wanted you to be a boy and he sneakily was
looking in the scan hoping to see, but you kept us guessing till the end.
The bigger you grew the stronger you became and you gave mummy some good old kicks in the ribs,
around 10ish every night was definately your playtime and although they hurt i loved every kick you
made.
By 40 wks i was desperate to meet you and was expecting you any moment to arrive. A few days later
you didn't move in the evening like you usually did, i tried not to worry as you didn't have much
room in there and hoped you were saving your energy to give us many sleepless nights. The next
morning something felt wrong i still hadn't felt you move, Daddy and I went to the hospital to have
you checked, after a while of the midwife trying to find you i knew you were gone, it had never been
hard to find your heartbeat before. We then heard the words "I'm Sorry" and it was then we knew you
had gone to play with the other angels in heaven.
That night was the hardest of my life, i had to go through labour knowing i would never see your
eyes, or hear you cry. Your daddy was so strong and gave me an amazing amount of strength. You were
born at 4.15am, a gorgeous little boy. Your daddy dressed you and gave you your first cuddles. We
spent the next day with you giving you kisses and cuddles, and our family came to meet you.
I will treasure the moments we had together you will always be my first boy and will never be
forgotten. I love you to heaven and back and one day we shall meet again and be together forever.
A place in heaven is set for you,
precious baby boy.
Although we're sad we lost you,
Your birth still brought much joy.
Lying there so peacefully,
so perfect and so new.
We all wished that we could have spent
so much more time with you.
For every day that passes,
we will think what might have been.
Of what you might have looked like
and the things you might have seen
If loving could have saved you,
you never should have died.
because we have so much to give,
each one of us inside.
Every day we'll think of you
and the love we had to share
and we know that you will hear us,
when we talk to you in prayer
♥ღ♥ A Last Goodbye ♥ღ♥
Though happily the year began
I had to die whilst very young
It is so long since our last touch
And I miss your presence there so much
Of many things I needed to learn
So to this place God made me turn
Yet with so many things to do
I have taken this moment to speak to you
The life that was, was not to be mine
Yet within this world it has worked out fine
Where I am now I have found new friends
In a place called Heaven where the spirit ascends
Straight to this world few pass it by
And no one here can really die
Although this child you cannot see
I know you'd be so proud of me
I look forward to when I'll see you mum
So until it is your time to come
Enjoy your life
And please don't cry
I just came to say goodbye.
Steve Franklin Palmer
♥ ♥ HEAVEN ♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without the children there,
Playing hide and seek in pearly mists
Free from every pain and care.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their carefree rapture,
Scrambling through the fluffy clouds
Each happy moment to capture
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their shouts and laughter
Echoing across Elysian fields
As starbursts they chase after
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their joyful choir
Ringing through celestial realms
Sweet voices rising ever higher
♥ ♥
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their radiant light,
Undimmed by earth's murky shades
Their robes shining bright.
Heaven would not be Heaven
Without their smiles of pleasure,
Bearing sheaves of rainbow flowers;
Children are Heaven's treasure.
♥ ♥
I will love you, My child
As long as I can dream, as long as I can think,
As long as I have a memory..... I will love you.
As long as I have eyes to see and ears to hear
And lips to speak.…. I will love you
And as long as I have a heart to feel,
A soul stirring within me, n imagination
to hold you.… I will love you.
And as long as I have a breath
To speak your name.... I will love you.
xxxxx
in a baby castle just beyond my eye,
my baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy,
who am i to wish him back,
into this world of strife?
no, play on baby,
you have eternal life,
at night when all is silent,
and sleep forsakes my eyes,
i'll hear your tiny footsteps come running to my side,
his little hands caress me, so tenderly and sweet,
i'll breathe a prayer and close my eyes and embrace him in my sleep,
now i have a treasure that i rate above all other,
i have known true glory-i am still your mother
one day ill see you again
all my love mummy xxxxxx
angels called your name so gently,
That only you could hear.
No one heard the footsteps,
Of angels drawing near.
Softly from the shadows
There came a gentle call,
You closed your eyes and went to sleep,
And quietly left us all.
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.._)..... )../....
.......... (_/
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(....).... Oooo....
...(.....(.....)...
.._)..... )../....
.......... (_/
oooO
(....).... Oooo....
...(.....(.....)...
.._)..... )../....
.......... (_/
oooO
(....).... Oooo....
...(.....(.....)...
.._)..... )../....
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My little boy we miss you so much, does not seem fair we will not see you grow up, you will always be with us in everything we do, i'm so proud to be your mummy xxx
You never said "I'm leaving"
You never said goodbye
You were gone before I knew it,
And only God knew why
A million times I needed you,
A million times I cried
If Love alone could have saved you,
You never would have died
In Life I loved you dearly
In death I love you still
In my heart you hold a place,
That no one could ever fill
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
For part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.
Play nicely in heavens nursery xxx
Little Snowdrop
The world may never notice
If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder
If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms,
Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way
For all eternity.
The little one we long for
Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted
Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty,
Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts
Says that we love you.
loving you forever xxxx
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