| Location | Kent |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 04/06/2009 |
| Date of Death | 04/06/2009 |
| Visitors | 1,264 since 09/08/2009 |
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When i found out you were coming i was so excited and nervous and so happy. For the first three months mummy felt very poorly and only felt less ill when i was full up so i ate alot, esp jacket potatoes you really gave me an appetite, also i think i had at least 2 packets of polos a day as that helped mummys tummy. By 14 weeks the nausea had passed and was feeling good again trouble was always wondered if you were still in there.
Around 17 weeks i first felt you kick it was fantastic knowing you were there and it was mine and yours special moments as noone else could feel you yet. When we went for your 20 wk scan we had decided to leave your sex to a suprise, Daddy really wanted you to be a boy and he sneakily was looking in the scan hoping to see, but you kept us guessing till the end.
The bigger you grew the stronger you became and you gave mummy some good old kicks in the ribs, around 10ish every night was definately your playtime and although they hurt i loved every kick you made.
By 40 wks i was desperate to meet you and was expecting you any moment to arrive. A few days later you didn't move in the evening like you usually did, i tried not to worry as you didn't have much room in there and hoped you were saving your energy to give us many sleepless nights. The next morning something felt wrong i still hadn't felt you move, Daddy and I went to the hospital to have you checked, after a while of the midwife trying to find you i knew you were gone, it had never been hard to find your heartbeat before. We then heard the words "I'm Sorry" and it was then we knew you had gone to play with the other angels in heaven.
That night was the hardest of my life, i had to go through labour knowing i would never see your eyes, or hear you cry. Your daddy was so strong and gave me an amazing amount of strength. You were born at 4.15am, a gorgeous little boy. Your daddy dressed you and gave you your first cuddles. We spent the next day with you giving you kisses and cuddles, and our family came to meet you.
I will treasure the moments we had together you will always be my first boy and will never be forgotten. I love you to heaven and back and one day we shall meet again and be together forever.
❤ *JUST* . ❤. ❤ .*SPRINKLING* ❤* ❤ . ❤* . * ❤ . ❤ . *YOUR* ❤ *PAGE* ❤ . * . * ❤ .* . * * ❤. *WITH* . ❤. *SOME* . * ❤. * ❤ *LOVE*❤* xxx
♪♫•**•.Angel Birthday Blessings.•**•☆.｡.•*
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.......…….HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY
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Nine Long Months - by Ingrid Aspey
I carried you for nine long months
Looking forward to your birth
Little did I ever know
You would never breath on earth
I had made such plans for your life
Looking forwards to bringing you home
I never though for one second
That when I came home I’d be alone
They said there been some complications
They said that you had gone
I couldn't understand their words
What had happened, what had gone wrong
Now they don’t want to talk of you
The people who drop by
They think that I should just accept
My baby is in the sky.
I’ll keep a part of you with me
and wherever I am you’ll be
I know we’ll meet again some day
Then in my arms you will forever stay
Every day I’ll think of you
I’ll think of you with love
My precious little baby,
My Angel up above.
Copyright of Ingrid Aspey
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~R.I.P~
A Lament for My Baby
I never got to hear you laugh
you never saw me cry
I didnt get a chance to say "Hello"
you never said "Goodbye"
I didn't think that I could feel
so sad, lost and forlorn.
I never knew God chose his Angels
before some of them were born.
Your life was short yet special
I shared it all exclusively
I felt you breathe, I felt you kick.
You were alive inside of me.
Every baby is an Angel
and every angel is divine
God needed one in heaven
He came down and took mine
And although we are not together
we're not really apart
for you'll always occupy a space
deep within my heart.
Time has begun to ease my pain
It's only some days now I cry.
When I wish I could have said "Hello"
I heard you say "Goodbye"
is it beautiful in Heaven
And do they always treat you right
Do they sing you lullabys
and tuck you in at night
and do you dream about me
...like I dream about you
Of the time we meet again
and of all the things we'll do
I wish I were there beside you
To guide you along the way
But, you are mummy's angel now
and you can guide me along Heaven someday
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Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
.•*”˜˜”*•.☆ ★ ☆.•*”˜˜”*•.☆
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║╚╝║══║═║═║╚╝║ ☆.•*”˜˜”*•.☆
║╔╗║╔╗║╔╣╔╩╗╔╝ ★ NEW YEAR ☆ 2011
╚╝╚╩╝╚╩╝╚╝═╚╝ ♥￥☆★☆★☆￥♥ ★☆
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Who could have known the exquisite difference
Your brief life would make upon mine?
Who could have known a tiny baby
Would show me the beauty of a sunrise,
Or the wonder of a rainbow or the pain of a tear?
Who could have known an innocent child
Would take away my fear of death,
And point me in the direction of heaven?
Who could have known that you would succeed
Where so many others have failed?
(Dana Gensler, 1990)
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